Yes it is true... This may be one of my last entries... But there is a good side to this... I got a new name!! yey! I was kinda tired of sifting through everything and not being able to find the pictures I wanted to because of so much clutter... So you can find me at my new name "Kyo-Holds-My-Heart" or at this link.. --> also please check out my journal entry and it explains a lot.... well.. A lot for me.. XD

Thanks for reading and always keepin' me company on this lonely name... XD!

Sooo... I turned 16 on Feburary 16th (ironic, I know..) and we went and saw the new movie Ghost Rider.. It Rawked! Go see it.. After that we went out to eat then we went over to the mall and I got a bunch of cool shirts and a few hoodies from Hot Topic (I mean a bunch.. like a dozen.. All On Sale, Baby!) then we went over to Walli-World to pick up some cake and ice cream.. after we got home, my brother and I hung out for a while while my parents wrapped my presents... They came out with piles and I was so excited! I got a bunch of cool stuffs and at the very end... I got a freakin Tablet!!! I was so happy! So I was like, I gotta get back on DA and put some stuff up... So here I am... Oh and that weekend.. we stayed out in a hotel.. and we were supposed to do something else but my brother and I didnt know until we got to the hotel... We walked in and turned the corner to see this Hunormas Indoor Waterpark! It was freaken awesome.. It had like 6 huge slides and 2 even went outside!.. Twas so sweet.. alright.. enough for now.. I'm not used to all this typing.. hah! Last time I was in here was around last November!.. Almost a year!.. Insane... XD...

I look down at my hands, inches from my stomach and see a long blade, the sharp end inside my body. I gasp as I finally feel the pain, but it is not as bad as the things that I have been through. Lies, deception, betrayal. Lord, I hope with all my might that this pain lasts forever, for it is a grasping release for me. The blade lets out all of my pain and hurt, but most of all my life. I drop to the floor and my hands go limp and fall to my sides. I try to bring them up again, but I cannot. A rough cough escapes my throat and I taste blood on my tongue and lips. I smile, despite the fact that this may be my last breath and think of all of the ones who have betrayed me. Even though I have already finished their lives, and I will face the same demise shortly, I still do not feel whole inside. I never have, and now, even inches from death, I still know there is something missing inside of me. My heart stops and my muscles go ridges, then I relax as I slip into an eternal slumber of darkness.

yes, yes... Course I havent posted anything new in a long time either... I rarely draw any more... I think it is lack of inspiration... Anyway, as usual I want to make this as interesting as possible.... I think Ive said this before but Im thinking of posting my yaoi story.. its Fruits Basket... My friend is setting me up with a LiveJournal account as we speak... Ill update you later, kay?

THEY TOTALLY CHANGED UP DA!!! WTF? I guess its cool, it will just take some time to get used to it.. wow... its so different... I cant even load the home page... Is that what the whole announcement is about? I didnt watch it cuz it was taking forever to load... This is crazy.... My brother was all like "I havent been on here in a while, whats the difference...?" I was like "everything is different...." about the only thing thats the same is the colors.. XD alright, Im being overdramatic... I guess everything else hasnt changed... It was just such a quick change that it freaked me out. They could have let us know before hand or not... O well, not that Im really complaining... it looks pretty cool and it looks like you can do alot more than you used to... *Shrugs* guess Ill have to see... TTYL all!